Valentine’s Day and why I dislike it

Valentine’s Day is this Sunday, and you know what… while you losers will be taking your “wife” or “girlfriend” out for a 5-course meal with Champagne, chocolate candies, and roses or a night out at the nightclub with dancing & drinks to return to the apartment/hotel room to have sex with her… I’ll be online in one of My chat rooms or reading the PC/TV screen with the Kindle App (Paranormal Romance or something kinky).  Why?  Because I dislike Valentine’s Day.  I have for 12 yrs now.

When I tell people that it will be 12 yrs since I have had a meaningful relationship with a man, people look at me with either pity or disgust because they can’t understand why I am single.  I’m pretty, BBW, have a head on my shoulders, and can hold a conversation with my peers.  I take no sass from anyone, beit male or female, and I can handle myself with poise and grace in any situation. However, they still can not fathom the “WHY” & quite frankly, it is none of their business as to the whys and hows of the situation. Just know that I chose to remain single because the male species is useless.  Incompetent when it comes to a True Woman’s emotions, and majority of you lack the equipment to even remotely give her pleasure sexually. Let me explain.

In Newburgh NY, where murder and chaos are prevalent, the males are vastly outnumbered by the Women.  Majority of the males use drugs (like cocaine) on their penises to extend sexual stimulation during intercourse.  Never realizing the implications of such actions, aka small penises, destroyed genetic chromosomes that are passed on during intercourse.  Some males are born with large endowments, yet know nothing on how to use it.  Some come from families where abuse (physical, mental, spiritual) occur and enter relationships with baggage thanks to their parents or have been in jail majority of their lives and can’t give something to a Woman if they don’t know shit about it.  So you can imagine the types of males who try their hand at “courting”…

Did She just use the word “Courting”???

Yes I did.  Call me old fashioned, but there are none in this town who know what it means. Literally and figuratively.  For example, you have someone who has been watching you for the last 5 yrs in the neighborhood and he knows that you work at the nightclubs in town, he’s seen you dressed for the dungeon (yet doesn’t quite understand what you do), and once he makes a decision to attempt to see you he fails miserably.  Not just in the fact that he’s 78 yrs old, a Widower with grown children, and still works for a living… he doesn’t speak English fluently, tries to feel you up in your own home, and simply irks your last nerve!!  Would you even want to be near someone like that? Not to mention, has nothing below the pants to offer your “supposed” girlfriend because you sniffed cocaine for many years!! Eeeeewwwwwwwwwwwww!!

I don’t want someone who’s first objective after meeting me is to try and get me into the bed for a game of “horizontal shuffle”.  That’s not what I am looking for.  There is nothing that I hate more than someone who shoot quick and leaves you hanging!  It’s worse when you think you’re a young buck but your body’s trying to tell you that if you take this route, you will wind up dead under the person.  Have I had a few submissives try? Yes.  Were they severely disappointed? Painfully so.  Why? Because before seeing a Real Dominatrix, they played with those who walk the night.

Love is no real loss for Me. Love is something that I someday hope to have with a partner who understands Me. What I have been through, and loves Me for Me. Both my Dominant side, and my sensual side.  Do I have a sensual side? Yes I do, however I do not show it to just anyone. I work hard, and play hard.  Am I cold hearted towards this holiday? Yes and No.  Yes because I can’t love someone if I can’t love Myself (which I do). No because this holiday is also my father’s birthday.

So while you’re out trying to stay in the ball & chains good graces, and probably will fail miserably because you forgot her favorite something or other, just know that I’ll be around. Webcam sessions are available on Valentine’s Day.  Know that I will not be wearing lingerie on cam so that you pathetic losers, whose girlfriends or wives kicked out of the bedroom, because you got your rocks off only to leave them hanging! Sorry but that’s not happening.

You’re not worthy to sniff my panties!!