Let Go

I know it’s been awhile since I’ve posted, and I know some people have been waiting to hear from me. I have been sitting with a lot the pain mentally for the last year. And it isn’t just because of mom, it’s not. A lot of my pain mentally is from just having to step up into a position that I never wanted. However one would think with everything else I’ve got going on that when I sign up for something that old drama would not come back to bite in the ass. Now I understand that some people think they are top shit in this lifestyle, whether it’s Femdom or Financial Domination, some of you do think you’re hot shit and a lot of you are, as a human being. However you get behind a keyboard and the ugliest side of you comes out. Trust me I’m not excluded from having a complete and total different personality in person. And there are those that love my personality and there were those that don’t. Do I give a crap? No I do not.

The one thing I can say is that it is 2022 and people are still like little children because they don’t like it when someone tells them about themselves. If you didn’t like what I had to say about you back then and you’re still holding a grudge that tells me that everything that I said about you was true considering the fact that the first thing you want to do is auto block somebody. You don’t want to hear what they have to say, because you don’t want to get checked yourself. But you want to stay behind your keyboard and talk shit about people that can’t defend themselves because they don’t know what you’re saying. Now the last time somebody talked about me in a chat room on a website I wound up getting the transcripts from someone else because quite frankly this person talks about everybody like their hot shit! And it’s been so long that I no longer have those transcripts but I will say this: you can call me every name under the freaking Sun but you can’t disrespect me any more than you’ve already disrespected yourself. You can sit there behind your firewalls and say whatever it is that you want because I’m not there to defend myself. Be it a private website or an auto ban by ISP, because let’s be real: are you man or woman enough to stand up and say to my face what you’re saying in a chat room after kicking me out. You say you don’t want drama on your website, but you’re the biggest drama making motherfuker on said website. 🤷🤷🤷

Do you know why that is? Because there is something in me that you want to strive to become and you can’t. I have been off that website for a while, and I have been contacted numerous times about coming back by members of said website and I said not at this time. But now that you done did what you did yesterday, and I’ve noticed I’ve got a few followers from your website who are following me on Twitter I hope they understand the reason why I’m not welcome on your site. So just to reiterate the stupidity from yesterday, I was banned from findoms.com for shit that happened 8-9 years ago and this so-called owner who can’t decide whether it’s a man or a woman, won’t let go. And he was really fast at kicking me out of there. Because they knew that’s some of the things that was said that I supposedly did back then was not all me. I’m not the one who had so many people in his inbox on a site telling him that I supposedly in the chatroom with minors on my cam. The child was only there once and she was too young to even care. Yes I know children are not allowed on that website. However, someone asked to meet the granddaughter that kept taking my camera down. So they got a sneak peek. I’m not the one who was in the chat room with her kids running around in the background and you could see/hear them all running in the background. 😑😑

I still got kicked out for doing what I said I did above, the other person who did the same thing should have been kicked out as well. However you chose to side with whomever was sending you gift cards and buying your pocket. So guess what? I’d rather be with an honest website owner who’s not going to side with Petty bitches and is honest with not only himself but the people who are on the website. So enjoy the time you have.

Oh and my website is public. Which means everyone can see what I wrote, what I have said, and know that it is the words coming out of my mouth. What about you? Can’t say the same thing about you though.